I had to say goodbye to Danny again at the airport this morning, it's always so painful to have to let go. Trying to collect enough of each other's touch to last for the time being apart.
But it's so beautiful to be together. I feel we have such a great relationship. Balanced, happy, intense, comfortable. We care about each other and take care of each other in our own little ways. We've both been in relationships with a lot of one-way traffic, it really feels like a relief to find someone who cares as much about me, as I do about him.
19 days without each other. It's difficult. It's difficult and painful having to plan for the entire year when we will be together, when being together is really all we care about.
There will be a time when we can see each other whenever we want, but unfortunately not everything is as easy as we wish it would be right now.
Until then, there will always be tears at goodbye.
But we both know that it's worth the wait.